I am in a pathetic state in a worldly sense. Job, money, identity, married life, even a life for my own I don’t have now (whole time goes off in Jaden) Yet I am better than ever. I cannot say how happy I am. And better and better I get. Thank you Jesus for this rest. I needed one.
I am not able anymore, I have succumbed. And let go. No great talks and no great dreams. I live my best everyday.
While I have time, I must read bible and fill myself of holy spirit, I do not know when I will get busy.
This is the only thing I need to do now. Rest I leave to destiny.
But this I know. I am better than ever. This time, this blessed season will not come again.